GAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH Insanity!!!!
am i insane?
am i actually considering faking illness to get Daniel to come see me tmwr?
why yes....yes i am.
why am i torturing myself and him?
i know it will end badly...not just this time........but all the time.
but why can't i just leave him alone?
everything is painful right now.
my thoughts, my body, my everything....
FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT!
Lord this is punishment right?