DREAM OF PARADISE....
MUSIC:~Paradise~Coldplay
I went to dinner with the guy and it was sweet, downright fantastic.
when i'm not home things are great, but the moment i step through the door im doing something wrong.
the way i dress, where i go,who i'm with.
i can't live this way anymore. it hurts to live this life sometimes.smiling and breathing patiently through all the trials.Not allowed to be yourself because someone might work themselves up so much till something detrimental happens.
what does she want from me? doesn't she want me to be happy? she sees when i am happy and why does she try to kill it everytime for me. who am i supposed to love? who am i supposed to be?
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When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach
And the bullets catch in her teeth
Life goes on, it gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear a waterfall
In the night the stormy night she'll close her eyes
In the night the stormy night away she'd fly.......