Monday, Oct. 18, 2010 - 2:27 a.m.
You can't have everything....

Music:~Lucy~Hanne Hukkelberg

i can't sleep. and i'm thinking that this playlist is sooo beautiful and how ever did i put it together.

Daniel was over tonight and we cuddled and kissed for a while, then our bodies were on fire and we did everything we could to feed the fire.
i gave him his dinner then we watched Lord of War with Nicholas Cage and it was pretty good but it reminded me of his role somewhat in Faceoff.....somewhat.

then Daniel was off, driving (more like flying) down the highway to his home.
he's asleep now but i can't sleep....as usual.

i feel weird inside right now and i don't now why. i feel like something is missing.
maybe this funny feeling will go away when i wake up in the morning.
i'm somehow feeling like the world is passing me by and i have to grab hold of it with both hands before it passes me by.
but isn't love more important?
everyone says no, but how come i miss it so when it's not there?

you can't have everything right? who says so? the people that don't have everything....
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