my self-control gene is missing
sigh.....last night emm and her "bf" picked me up at my apartment and we got pizza and a bottle of rum and went to her apt to hang out.
what should've ended in a blaze of glorious fun......ended in a haze of blinding misery and a nasty guilt trip for emm.
we were all sitting there having a goodtime, when she started taking off her clothes in front of me and straddled her bf and they started making out in front of me.....
guess they didn't mind i was there....even though i really wanted to grab his keys and drive my ass outta there.instead..............i got sucked into the whole thing!!
i didn't have sex with her bf, he understood that i didnt want that....but the whole frolick was cut in mid-stride when emm got up to go to the bathroom and when she came back her total mood had changed.
she started crying about all the abortions she had and how out of all those babies, she had wanted to keep his.
he said well why didn't you?
she started to sob and said well he was in love with someone else!
well maybe i should backtrack....emm met this guy when she worked for him. he was married. and i'm not even sure if he got a divorce yet.emm was saying that he was going to.
that whole situation is soo complicated and it stems from their lack of self-control..........
hmmmmm......but who am i to talk about self-control?
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