Thursday, June. 04, 2009 - 12:03am
WEAK

I am feeling so dirty right now. Marc just called me and we sex talked for half an hour. He wants to screw again and I�m feeling so weak. The shitty think is that I was going to pray an intense prayer before he called. Now I feel like the old slutty Nicole again. Marc and I have been having sex for ages. And the sex just keeps getting better and better over the years. If you read my entry on Friday 27th March, 2009 you�d know the last time he and I hooked up we had mind-blowing sex.
I miss sex, I do!!! But it�s wrong! I know it is. I�m trying to free myself from the flesh but I keep drawing back to it. I need Jherrel to pray for me. I can�t pray for myself right now, my mind is in too much turmoil.

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