Saturday, April. 11, 2009 -
I am ot alone in my aloneness
Every day and night I have to remind myself that I am not alone. It�s a new concept for me to accept. Me, the girl who has been alone ever since I can remember. The fact that I am never alone still has to sink in. hence I have to keep reminding myself that God is with me. Looking down on me, all around me, inside me. He is everywhere I am. So there is not a minute when crushing loneliness should consume me so totally. But it does. It covers me so completely sometimes that I feel like I cannot breathe.
But I must breathe, I must go on because I know I�ve started on a pathway that I cannot turn away from.